On this Valentine’s Day, it seems fitting to share A Love Story… (it’s only 2 minutes, make sure to watch until the end before reading 😉 )
For years I’ve imagined how I’d write this post. I’d share with the world how long I’d been dreaming about this day. How wanted and loved this first baby and first grandchild is. How incredibly grateful and humbled I am to finally become a mother. How I’ve planned the nursery design in every home I’ve lived in for the past 10 years, hoping each would be the one I’d get to bring my baby home to.
For the past 10 years I’ve waited patiently, watching cousins and friends and strangers excitedly announce their news on social media. I watched those babies grow up into big brothers and sisters and sent my congratulations as their families grew.
Most of you reading this will share in our happiness, but for some it will be another painful blow. This post is for you.
I know what it’s like to watch others celebrate something you want so desperately. I understand the sinking feeling of waking up to yet another Mother’s Day. I still remember those first cramps coming on every month like stabbing knives, robbing me of another chance. I lost a marriage within the hopelessness, and I didn’t know how I could survive either.

Fast forward nearly four years after hitting rock bottom, and everything has changed. I’d relive every moment of heartache, all the years “wasted” to be where I am now.

Back then I didn’t understand—I could have never imagined the detour my life would take to lead me here. This is how and when it was meant to happen.

While it may be a decade later than planned, I wouldn’t change this timing for the world. At nearly 34 years in, I feel like life is just beginning. There is so much more of the story to write… for all of us, no matter where we are in our journey.
For those of you struggling, know that one day, there will be a moment where you stop and realize “Aha… so this is why everything happened as it did… it all makes sense now.” I’m here on the other side, telling you that everything will be okay. In fact, better than okay—even better than what you’ve planned.
The pain you feel now doesn’t compare to the joy that is coming. Trust the timing of your life.
Sending a little extra love to the world today,
Jean says
Your video and message are each beautiful in their own way.
I look forward to following along, now more than ever!
Linda Grubbs says
Thrilled for you both! That’s wonderful news! Excited to follow along on this journey of yours. Congratulations!!!
Hugs????
Vicky S says
So I say really loud, “Awwww!” And woke my husband up! So excited for you!!
Lauren Thomas says
I cried as I read your blog post above. You will never never know how much I needed to hear those words today. I have followed you for years and your story has always given me hope. Thank you for being my inspiration to keep moving forward.
Jenna Sue says
❤
Mark says
We’ve been following you for a couple years now since I found your tutorial for shiplap on YouTube. So excited for you to have this news! Congratulations!
Mindy says
Most beautiful baby announcement, ever!!!!! I got the chills!!!! Congratulations to both of you! I’m so happy for you and this sweet one. How are you feeling? Are you going to find out?!
Jenna Sue says
Thank you Mindy! I’m feeling great overall — still tired and hungry all the time, but so grateful to be growing this little one <3 Finding out the sex next week!
Cristina says
OH MY GOSH! I literally GASPED at the end! Oh congratulations you two! And hey not only are you and Lucas due but I’m due in August as well! Yay August babies! Jenna, it’s been so incredible to follow you all these years and see how your journey has played out. I am SO EXCITED for you guys!!!
Jenna Sue says
Huge congratulations to you, Cristina! Such an exciting time!
Morelli says
Beautifully thoughtful post. Can’t wait to see the nursery. 🙂
Felicia says
I’m a lot farther down the road of life than you and Lucas — my daughter is 29 — and I hope you’ll enjoy every single mile that lies ahead of you. Very best wishes for a healthy pregnancy and entry into parenthood for you both. It’s a big adventure.
Danna says
Yipee!! Congratulations!! So thrilled for you guys!
Andrea says
What a beautiful video, bought a tear to my at the end. So happy for you both.
Congratulations to two wonderful people. Your time is now.
Cathie says
Congratulations! There is nothing better ( except maybe grandchildren) August babies are fabulous!
sharon says
Hi Jenna, I could not be ANY happier for you and Lucas! I have been following you on your blog for years and have watched the twists and turns in your journey that you have so openly shared with us. Thank you so much for sharing this miraculous turn. I too went through 9 years of struggling to have a child. I have 3 now, and totally agree with you — the timing and journey all makes sense in hindsight. Once again, thank you and a huge congratulations!!
Jenna Sue says
Thank you so much for the love, Sharon! <3
Terri says
So very happy for you both, Jenna. Sharing your love with a little one will be a beautiful experience. Sending you a hug on heart day.
Karen Simon Peterson says
Congratulations! I’m thrilled for you.